Okay. Here is a confession:
I don't really pray anymore. In fact, I don't remember the last time I prayed. I just.....
Now is not the time for that tangent! FOCUS, LEAH, FOCUS!
This is my bedtime routine:
Turn down bed
Turn off light
Apply hand cream
Get in bed
Stare at ceiling
The other night, I got to the point of applying hand cream. I walked toward the bed and stood there for a moment.
I haven't prayed in a long time. When was the....I don't remember. Should I pray? I talk to God, right? I'm not totally....right? Should I pray? What would I say?
I'd like to take a minute, just sit right there....I'll tell you.......
*sigh* THAT'S NOT A PRAYER, LEAH.
So, I got in bed. I stared at the ceiling. I tried not to......................but, I finished the song.